haha.wad im i doin.added zheng ning's blog link.found it finally.haha.im so lame.wished i had a friend 2 go on msn now...so lonely,so left out,so uncared for.tats wad i've been feelin since tis yr started.everybody seems 2 b carin bout me,fussin round me on e outside,but on e inside,my brothers get all e love/care/concern.
all i nid is a friend tat can talk 2 me,listen 2 my past/troubles/problems w/o jus leavin me hangin ther all alone after tat.i want 2 hav fun w my friends like jus sittin ther gossipin like crazy.i want 2 hav a friend tat sticks w me like u c in fairytales all e time no matter wad.
i miss havin friends tat comfort me after gettin reprimanded by a teacher.i miss havin friends tat go w me 2 get/ask frm a teacher.i miss havin friends tat giv me a hug after me pourin out all my problems 2 her.mayb all i nid is 1 question:"may i b yr friend?"/"sry,can we b friends again?"
hope u like e pics.i love dem.i'm not jus some toy tat u can play w n 4get all bout it.i'm a human.humans hav feelings,jus like pets.my former friend in e same class has stolen all of my friends i made in e past 1yr by settin up a gang in class.alot of girls in class hav been "hypnotised"by tis sole girl tat set up e gang.all cuz tis girl is popular n attracts everyone round her 2 get close 2 her.even e boys in class.i've blocked her off msn,actually,deleted her name off.
i miss times whn i was sick,runnin a fever n my parents fussed round me as if i was their only child.now,whn i m runnin fever,all dey do is ask me 2 eat medicines n dey stil ask me 2 do housework.[i did all these w/o a single complain.but my brothers,all dey do is sit in front of e tv.]n dey jus leave 4 work.whn my brothers were sick,dey took leave,sponged him all day long.
i guess gettin neglected is e price 2 pay 4 being independent n 4 growin up.i added 5 vids frm youtube.it's bout fei lun hai on a show tats calld huo bao yin yue kong jian.frm part 1 - part 5 -- in order.thats all.
3/12/2007
