went to play badminton at mountbatten[?] cc just now..lol.i wouldn't use fun to describe it. what a game.mummy went with us.cuz daddy had to go back to his office.[boriiiinnnngggg..]we had quite a nice time,except until mummy played with kaikai.since mummy was a better player than me,he thought he was very "good" and played with her.instead of me.
and guess what.i was stuck with changchang.he couldn't play,and i watched,green with envy as mummy and kaikai played.i wanted to join them too.instead of just moping around waiting for changchang to play.
then mummy and i played against kaikai.i was in charge of the front while mummy was in charge of the back.then kaikai purposely hit towards the back just to let mummy hit and not let me hit the shuttlecock.i was seething!!!then changchang wanted to play with mummy,so she asked kaikai to play with me.
he looked sooo uninterested and unenthusiastic that it just turned me off.he purposely didn't want to hit hard so he needn't need to play,and i was always the one to pick up the shuttlecock.it was damn damn damn damn boring!!then when i told mummy to play with him,he "suddenly" had "energy" to play.he hit the shuttlecock properly.couldn't mummy tell the difference?just because i don't play as well as mummy,it doesn't mean that he should just ignore my feelings and act cool in front of me.
after all,i'm still your elder.GIVE ME THE RESPECT!changchang also didn't want to play with me.and when mummy wasn't playing with him,he played with me.am i so detestable that you have to act in front of me?am i so detestable that you have to shun me whenever i wanna play badminton with you?
this doesn't only happen with family.it happens with friends too.what's their problem?omg.i have to like "act" in front of them just to win their affections.why can't i just be MYSELF??i am who i am.just accept me for who i am.why do i have to act in front of them?it's really stupid.
and even if i wanna become a loner,i think in probably can't.i thrive on attention.i need to be the spotlight,the centre of the attention.i just hope for a change in sec school,although there are really good friends now in p6.hahah.hope to keep in touch.
even my "best friend" goes to join lee xiao bian - as in lee urine - and mushroom head.well,guess what,i'm just going to ignore those two,and talk to her whenever she wants to talk to me.it's her choice,fine by me.anyways,yesterday at school wasn't fun.
some stupid class used our classroom to have supplementary lessons and messed up our table arrangement.still,they even took our things from under our tables and threw them on the cupboards.and miss ong made us do the stupid stupid health ed book that she hadn't touch in the whole year.
while other classes were having fun,we had to sit in class and do that.and mrs ooi said that we couldn't talk.and we were made to put our fingers on our lips like a p1 student.how stupid was that???and she said we couldn't go for recess if we continued talking.lucky us!
anyways,i gtg.wanna go chill now.so..thats all.oh!and happy belated b-day,wu zun![not that i like him.it's just out of courtesy.]
11/10/2008
