31 October 2008

Number 153

i'm back!hahaha.anyways,found Alyssa's blog!hahah.and i relinked!yeah!hahah.and thanks Caleb,for praying for me!always happy to know somebody cares and prays for me.and Samson started using facebook!hahaha.he added me as friend.yea!an other way to communicate other than msn.[which doesn't exactly work!lol]

watched Money No Enough 2 at school just now.the ending made me cry again.it was super touching.a wonderful tale of filial piety.hahah.sacarstic.[?]

i'm totally sick of the way berwyn's been behaving towards me.just cuz qinlin told him about how i "stole her friend",he kept doing things to make me irritated.he succeeded.but guess what,i didn't rant at him like i would usually do!yea!hahah.

it was quite fun today.actually.mr wong let us choose what we wanted to play during pe.june,wei xian and i chose to play badminton.it was super hilarious.brandon lim came and played with us. so we 2vs2.june and him,we xian and me.was soo funny!brandon lim came up with these hilarious movements,like baseball,golf etcetra.hahah.

but there was one bad thing.p3/2 took over our classroom just because their projector was spoilt.hilarious.isn't it?our projector was spoilt for 2months whilst we were preparing for the psle and did we take over anyone's classroom?

we didn't!we even let 6/4 take over our original classroom and we had to be moved to the ground floor.while there were still empty classrooms at the 4th floor that they could use.how unfair.i've dreamed of going to the 4th floor classroom to study since i was p3.the senery[?] was simply marvelous up there.

anyways,we went to their classroom.since there were not enough seats,i had to give up mine to berwyn and sit as sj's.lucky she was helping du lao shi.[JEALOUS]with Stella.anyways,i got to sit with brandon lim again.it was nice.kinda homey.very comforting.since i sat with him last year.

the feeling last year was totally different from this year.mdm lok positioned us in a way that we were sitting with somebody else.this year,we sat in exam format.last year's feeling was a warm, comforting feeling.kinda like home.

this year,it's cold and aloof.totally different.not warm and homey.it actually makes me wanna skip school.it makes me want to escape.escape everything,makes me want to go back in time and go back to last year.i wish i treasured my time last year.i wish i made stronger and more lasting ties with old friends.i wish i made new friends.i wish i worked harder.

so many wishes unfulfilled.i'm tired.now,i just hope to leave them on this blog,for all you people out there.to learn from my mistakes.build up from my failures.i just wanna forget them,start anew.leave behind all worries...

here's a Bible verse for you:
"And I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Luke 11:9"
happy halloween!
31/10/2008