i'm totally wallowing in self-pity now.i pity myself.ohmygosh.anyways,the sec1 posting results are out.and i'm a Cedarian!the sms came at 6.46am.sighs.i couldn't even go into njc.sad right?but one good thing is cedar is affliated to victoria jc.
so that's a plus point.but i wanted a mixed school so bad!i might just turn out les.hahah.i do have lesbos now.hahaha.jk lah.it's june!..lol.she's going duman...sec.hahha.
the smses came early this morning,at around 8plus,asking which school i'm going to.but it's not much of a surprise.lah.but it's a blessing going into cedar.it's not too far from my house,on tuesday before piano maybe can go home then go piano lesson.hahah
but dunman's not far too!it's in fact nearer than cedar!ohgoodness.
but God put me in cedar for a reason.so,i've decided not to appeal to duman and stay at cedar! maybe if i do well for sec1,maybe can apply for transfer to sec2 to dunman.but until then,i'll keep praying and asking!
so...i've been imagining cedar's uniform.it's nice.different then conventional uniform.instead of like white blouse and navy skirt,they have a blue blouse and grey or brown skirt with a grey tie. and i'm looking forward to being a prefect councillor.
then being the head of the prefect councillors.hahah.i didn't get being the head prefect this year. so i'm going to try out for one in sec school!hahah.prefect councillors wear black shoes!maybe i'll enjoy my time there.
hahah.but believe it or not,brandon lim's gone to catholic high!he could go to dunman,but his parents forbid him.they're really out of their minds lah.dunman's my dream school.and my parents lemme go wherever i wanna go.just as long as it's not too bad.hahah
cedar's not too bad.hahaha.i might come to love cedar as i did to Kong Hwa.i went into Kong Hwa knowing close to a grain of sand of that school,and in the end,i forged fabulous friendships and did great.
but it's also thanks to God's grace!
but i'm still a Kong Hwaian until tomorrow...i'll officially be a cedarian by then.hahah/hahah.lols. so anyways,gtg now.wanna spend my day as a Kong Hwaian meaningfully.hahah!!!!
18/12/2008
