had a good cry last night.felt so shiok after that.like everything bottled up got cried out.slept soo peacefully last night.maybe cuz i was too tired after the marathon maths i did in the afternoon,or cuz my heart felt so light.
but,today,i like totally messed up lah.i packed the wrong timetable,wore the wrong uniform, forgot to bring my science books brought the wrong geography books...felt so helpless today,the fear was overwhelming.
the tears threatened to fall out the whole time.
anyways,the o'level results for Cedar this year was superb!they broke records,and the top Indian student came from Cedar!and to thank the teachers,the school decided to give the whole school half day!which actually means that we would be dismissed at 10.30am!!hahah.so happy!
thank God!after a day of unhappy stuff,that's one thing that lifted up my spirits.then later stayed back for cca auditions.only took part in the netball auditions.hahah.
then came home at like 5plus...so tired.my bus ride was like 10stops,plus had to change bus. waited so damn long for no.7.then this morning,when i was in the bus,i totally felt like falling asleep lah.so tired.plus the sun hadn't even risen yet,
spent 20min in the bus on the way to school,10stops also.sickening lah.then later still have to copy all the answers i wrote in the maths textbook into an exercise book.then all the answers for science and geog too.
thank God mr eng gave us until after tomorrow to pass it up.so i can sorta take my time,and ask people to teach me.hahah. :)
this song,sustained me through the day,and helped me to not just break down and cry in front of everybody.thank God for giving me this song!
Every Time I Pray
(Ng Wah Lok & Voon Yuen Woh)
Verse 1
I will come to You in prayer
I will seek Your face
I will stand within the gap
There will I intercede
Chorus:-
For every time I pray
I move the hand of God
My prayer does the things
My hands cannot do
For every time I pray
The mountains are removed
The paths are made straight
And nations turn to you.
Verse 2
I am weak and helpless Lord
You, my strength shall be
Guide me with Your gracious hand
There will my victory be.
Verse 3
When I am weak and weary Lord
I will fall on my knees
Humbly Lord will I seek Your face
There will I call on You
so...gtg.wanna go do homework liao..haha!sad sad sad.and congrats to all Cedarians who got their o'levels today!
12/01/2009
