i am SUPER hungry!arrgghh.can't cook something to eat.like...urm.instant noodles?since it's like what,4plus am?lol.
anyways,fyi,i've been awake since 1plus.went to sleep at 11plus going 12am after QT.i was tossing and turning on the bed.sickening.maybe cuz of the un-ironed clothes hanging across the top of my bed,and thus blocking the lovely wind the fan blows at me.
thinking i had slept for a very long time,i walked out to the living room with my library book and turned on the light.guess what shocked me.
the clock that read 1am.
okay.so i like sorta read until 3am?then like came online.lol.nobody online de lorh.so boring.
anyways,wanted to watch vids on youtube.but for some SUPER weird reason,i went to Caleb's blog.having read the lastest posts,i moved the mouse to a random link to the archives.and thus uncovering Caleb's lovely past.
LOL.
anyways,it really entertained me.haha.okay,it should entertain me,since Caleb's archives date back to 2003.
like major ohmygosh-ness.
i was in P1 in 2003.6 glorious years have past.i wanna go back to KHS,where i was in-charge of a gate,a member of the main core aka Exco team for prefects,feeling super proud cuz i got to wear the boy's shirt,which had sleeves,while the girls suffered by wearing the sleeveless blouse.i got to put on the red tie too!haha.lol.
i want to go back to KHS,where i knew practically everyone by name,though they didn't know me,and knowing EVERY teacher by face and name,whereas now at Cedar,i can't match the teacher's face with their name.ARGH.i wanna go back into the embrace of bitchy friends,who stole my best friend from right under my nose.which made me pathetically lonely.i wanna go back to be hyper!haha.it's not like i'm not hyper now lah.haha.
but i wanna go back to P5.it was a super fun year.lotsa slacking,lotsa field trips out with the class, the Head Prefect Election,so many things.but it also marked a change in character for me.i suddenly became this really loud girl,hyper and everything.but it also meant i had become better at putting on the mask.
and i found out that hyper girls make more friends.and since i'm in the phase of "comparing the number of friends you have" - which i'm losing pathetically and terribly - i've become better at opening up,at becoming scheming.
that's not correct,right?
arrgghh.the constant competition,the comparing of friends.it's taking its toll on me.i've become someone i don't even recognise.the jealousy,the acts,the bad thoughts.all i want is that God make me happy and satisfied with the friends i have now,for i know they're FAB.
okays,anyways,who can recommend a good midnight snack?cuz i'm simply starving now,and the growl of my tummy's really hard to ignore.but wait.it's a mere 3and a half hours more to breakfast.should i wait?
oh oh oh!and Shiri says that i'm funny!HAHAHAH.okay,maybe it's what i said when we were walking to school after alighting from the bus on thursday.HAHA.it's nice to know that i have a sense of humour.but wait,i'm sarcastic too.hahah.i shall be both then! XD
okay.i've decided.since there's no biscuits for me to munch on,and i'm lazy to walk to the kitchen and get the butter knife and peanut butter,i shan't eat i midnight snack.but i have to lose some weight too lah,after eating soooo many chocolates just now!oops.HAHA.
arrgghh.2.4km run's on monday!!i think i might just drop dead on the pavement.lol.though my leg isn't so sore and aching now,i feel the soreness when i stretch myself.lol.but how am i to run the 2.4km?!
thank God that the NAPFA tests are just once a year.and in the first half too.
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so it's a great load off your mind,cuz for term 1,it's more about adjusting.so it shan't be brought up.then when you've return from the March hols,during which you snacked and slacked and slept and ate all the time, you're bombed with news of the NAPFA test in the last week of March and first week of April. then you say you wanna start training,but you never get to doing so.then on the day of the 5 items test,you end up falling during the shuttle run and landed like an elephant when you jumped the standing broad jump.after that,you find that you have jogging!
oh that's the best thing ever.NOT.thinking you only had to run 1round like that class who ran the 2.4km just now,you happily ran abit faster during the first round and almost died during the 2nd round.in the end,you got scolded by your form teacher for not trying to run with the majority of the class.
you ended up snapping at the lovely assistant monitress who encouraged you,and the sports rep and the assistant monitress got scolded along with you and a few classmates for being in the "2nd group".
after that,you found that you couldn't walk properly without having you head spinning.you changed,and found that you still had time to eat mee siam.so you rushed to the canteen and rushed through a bowl of mee siam.
then you found that you couldn't even walk up the stairs,due to aches in you legs,hands and back.your stomach was cramping up too,after doing just 33 sit-ups.you walked back to class and collaspsed into your chair,not wanting to get up and greet the teacher.but you did,anyway.
you found that you MUST walk super slowly to everywhere,and ended up taking one hour to get home,instead of the usual 45min.then when you got home,you fell into your sofa.and fell asleep at 6.30pm and woke up at 7.30pm due to your brother's consistent knocking on the door.
you got up all grumpy and opened the door for him.then you went to do your homework.until 8pm,when you finally had dinner.you turned in for the night,hoping for the ache to go away the next day.
but alas,the ache became worse.you couldn't walk fast,couldn't run.couldn't walk up to the 3rd level with wanting to roll back down the stairs.everything was in a blur of leg pain,stomach cramp,arm pain and back pain for you.
you went home dazed at 1pm,and slacked in front of the tv.at night,you went online and Aaron said the Cedar in mad.you agreed readily.talk about being supportive.and you went online to complain about jogging and the likes of physical education and useless NAPFA tests.
you went to sleep,and the next day,by God's Grace,the aches and pains were almost gone.you were almost alright.and the jogging session on friday didn't cause new bouts of aches and pains in the leg.
you worried about the 2.4km the whole saturday,thus ruining your day.but you knew deep down you would flunk it.
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okay.that's practically the whole account of my tuesday to friday.haha.today also lah.haha.freak the NAPFA tests.
okay,wanna go do something else liao.haha.bored of typing.LOL.haha.i shall share a passage from the Bible, instead of a verse now.it's The Parable Of The Sower.from Luke 8.i shall shorten the passage,so i'll just post Luke 8:4-15. =)
"While a large crowd was gathering and people were coming to Jesus from town after town, he told this parable: "A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path; it was trampled on, and the birds of the air ate it up. Some fell on rock, and when it came up, the plants withered because they had no moisture. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up with it and choked the plants. Still other seed fell on good soil. It came up and yielded a crop, a hundred times more than was sown."
When he said this, he called out, "He who has ears to hear, let him hear."
His disciples asked him what this parable meant. He said, "The knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of God has been given to you, but to others I speak in parables, so that,
" 'though seeing, they may not see;
though hearing, they may not understand.'
"This is the meaning of the parable: The seed is the word of God. Those along the path are the ones who hear, and then the devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts, so that they may not believe and be saved. Those on the rock are the ones who receive the word with joy when they hear it, but they have no root. They believe for a while, but in the time of testing they fall away. The seed that fell among thorns stands for those who hear, but as they go on their way they are choked by life's worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature. But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.
Luke 8:4-15"
05/04/2009
