heyys...i forgot to say,the last sentence from the post on tioman,please ignore it.my friend tampered with the post and i'm too lazy to erase it.and yeh.went for the concert rehearsal at school yesterday.so boring lah.and brandon lim tried to trip me yesterday.hah.it didn't work.lol
anyways,mr chan was obviously saying the choir when he said that some groups weren't warmed up properly and cannot sing loud enough.but for gan en de xin,the first part s supposed to be really soft.it's piano leh.if mr chan's not stupid,i dunno what is he lah.
for goodness sake,everybody thinks that every song must be sung loudly.but this is choral singing.not karaoke.karaoke.must always be loud.no beautiful harmonies.choral singing.different volumes.beautiful harmonies.don't they ever know the difference?WE are not pop stars.we are choral singers.stupid.
anyways,i've written another one of my depressed stuff.haha..and i don't really mind if you use my quotes.but please,please just credit me for it.just put the my blog's address if you don't mind.thx.and i might write more of these stuff.cuz i write those when i'm really depressed and all.so i'm gonna post it.gtg.muacks!
12/7/2008
My Friendship With You
I asked you what was that smell,
in an effort to get you to start a conversation with me.
But what did you give me in reply?
You gave me just one word
and ran away to your "new" friends.
When you left,
did you know how dejected I felt?
Did you know how much you've hurt me?
You are willing to make friends with
someone who is worse off than me,
instead of me.
You weren't like this before,
before you made friends with them.
I thought you were my friends,
but you yourself proved that you are
nothing but another person,not like a friend to me.
I treated you like a friend,actually,
everybody like a friend.
But what happened in the end,
they left me to find another.
They left me in a way I find despicable,
not worthy of my respect.
Am I destined to be a loner for the rest of my life?
I'm fine with it, except that
whatever friend I make,
will leave my open and publicly,
instead of quietly and indifferently.
When will I find real and lasting friendship?
Not in a short while, I know.
but no worries, I'll look forward
to that day with no regrets,no burdens.
