heyys.i'm back.after a superbly horrible day at school.i know it's the one week hols now,but we've [and by "we" i mean the p6]gotta go back to school for some stupid supplementary lessons to prepare us for the psle.i mean.it's totally cruel.we've only got a week to rest and here you are, giving us more pressure there is supposed to be.
anyways,got the library book and my handbook confiscated by ahdu just now when she was going through the STUPID AND IDIOTIC psle higher chinese book.i got like practically every question right and there i was,reading to kill time cuz she was going at this really really slow pace,a snail could even overtake her lah.pls loh.
then she confiscated them from me.i almost wanted to scream out to the whole class,like in the stories in winglin.i just wish i had so much courage.but i don't.plus i'm bound my the rules.and the big big burden of setting a good example for fellow students.
i dunno what i'm going to do if she doesn't return them to me on monday next week.if she doesn't return the library book to me,i'm going to get her to pay me back the money for the fines.plz.plus,my handbook is like my really really precious thing.if she doesn't return it to me,all my good words i collected from various books will be gone.and i think she's not going to return them to me at all.
the book that she confiscated from brandon gwee last year,i didn't notice that she returned it to him at all...i went to find her after the supplementary.she just said,"why did you read during my lesson?i already pointed to you,but you acted as if it was not you."i dunno whether she's going to call mummy anot.
but even if i tell it to mummy,all she will say is [the famous one]"serve you right.who ask you to read during lesson time?"i mean.it's totally discouraging lah.i regained my love for books after a long time,and now they're crushing it again.i just hope ahdu returns it to me.i just wanna get on with my life and forget about her.i don't wanna get stuck at this part of my life and forgetting to enjoy life later on.
to be frank,i TOTALLY HATE all my teachers this year.it's like totally unbearable can?i wished i could have mdm lok back as my teacher,but guess what?the STUPID school let her teach p4.i don't even know how did i survive the past 8months of this year.other classes had really nice and kind teachers.and 6/3 got the totally bad teachers.miss ong's enough,and they give us mrs ooi.to make matters worst,they gave us ahdu all over again.
i lived the past 8months of my life in a blur.everyday at school's so mudane[?]and all a blur.i don't even know how i survived this.but i survived this with God's grace.i didn't have really good results,good teachers,nice friends but i survived all this.THANK GOD!
anyways,here's a verse from the Bible for all you readers out there:
'I asked God,"How do I get the best out of life?" God said,"Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with confidence. And prepare for the future without fear!"'
i gtg.wanna get the best of life now.[totally not joking].bye!
5/9/2008
