hey again.i just felt like posting again.lots and lotsa stuff been running through my head since just now.i felt so frustrated,like i could pull out all the hairs on my head,and felt soo out of sorts.i couldn't concentrate on anything,just wanting to sleep the day and all my frustrations away.dunno what came over me.is it because of the fact that ahdu took my book or what?
i just felt so frustrated,wanting to do this,and ending up doing it all wrongly.wanting to do that and ended up banging on it just because i couldn't get it right.ended up snapping at my bro whether to cook rice anot.arrgh!i can't take this any longer!
all i want is to go up to ahdu and demand that she return me my library book and my handbook. and for the first time in my life,i wish that the weekend would actually end sooner and i know that i will jump out of bed on monday even before my alarm clock rings,too eager to get both books back.
sigh..but she may not even return them to me.like brandon gwee's book.in her clutches and never allowed to see the light again.one less person knowing is a blessing right?one of the big burdens i was carrying was thrown into the sea by God just now.thank God ahdu didn't call mummy.or i would've gotten it from her already.
i don't think i can fulfill all of the ideals from the verse i written from the previous post."face your past without regrets.handle your present with confidence.prepare for the future without fear." like i can fulfill them.
there's another verse i would like to share.from John 3:16 ----
'For God so loved the world,He gave His One and Only Son that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.'
i totally love this verse.and i believe that God will make the weekend better for me.i just hope i can throw it to the back of my mind till monday...till then.i gtg.needa go eat dinner.gonna got scolded liao..byes!
5/9/2008
