heyys!sorry for not posting since dunno when//haha.i was soo busy.first there was the school concert,then prelims orals.yeh.stuff like that.haha.the concert was a great success.it was great!choir did well too!haha.for those who went,you may want to brag about the concert.hahah
anyways,choir was like the noisest group of performers that night.haha.we were talking at the top of our voices with mrs tang trying to get us to shut up!plus,wen pin and i became buddies for the day.we sat together,we ate together,and we even sat with the boys in the stuffy place.in the holding room..hahah.
it was so funny,with us playing with "bun bun"[it's a bread with some sorta cream inside].and then janson was like trying to "rape" wen pin.then joel's pants buckle broke due to janson's pulling.haha.it was hilarious,seeing joel,trevor and janson trying to help him using a paper clip, tying the buckle really really tightly.yeahs.
but i forgot to take photos that day.haiz.so sad.but anyways,it was fun.performing on stage, having the attention on you,plus the satisfying applause from the audience,though there wasn't a standing ovation[?].sad.but anyway,the choir still doesn't like the co.too bad!
and fyi,jun wen looked sooo cute that day with her hair tied up.hahah.we kept making fun of her lah.then all she could do was to smile in embarrassment loh..haha!! :)
prelims orals was over yeaterday.so xian lah.we took like dunno how long then can go home.plus i'm in the first half,which means that i have to wait in the hall until the 2nd half pupils have gone to their holding rooms to take their orals.
it was held on two days,in the afternoon,AFTER SCHOOL leh!!it was sooo nerve-wrecking lah.i took chinese on the first day and english on the 2nd day which was yesterday lah.anyways,i gtg. so byes!too busy liao!hahahss.....
25/7/2008
25 July 2008
15 July 2008
Number 126
they expect me to do everything by myself.they never thought that i'm still just a little kid.hasn't it ever crossed their minds that i've still got alot to learn and getting me to do everything by myself isn't the solution?yes,i agree with the learn-it-myself method.but has it ever occured to them that i need help?and what if i really need help?when i turn to them,their experience doesn't help at all.my friend's experience aren't even enough for them to cook a packet of noodles for themselves!
why is it that when i need help,nobody ever seems to be around.my parents are too busy taking care of my two younger brothers,my friends are too busy and inexperienced plus i don't even have tuition teachers to ask.sometimes,i envy my peers who have tuition.when they have questions they don't know,they go home and ask their tuition teachers,as if they're there 24/7.and what about me?
my parents never seem to know the answer,my school teacher always asks us to try,but i don't even understand the question,how am i going to try?and my friends.they always say,"sure.i'll teach you how to do."and what do they ever do?they just "help me do the question".giving me the answer and leaving me stranded there with a question mark over my head.great.if this carries on,how am i going to get at least 258 for the psle????
isometimes always envy children whose parents tell them that they should not do this.and the reason behind why they should not do that.the cause-and-effect method.i love it.and what do my parents do?they just tell me "don't do!"and when i try to ask them why,they just asked me to shut up.now i'll never know why.great.
during the holiday at tioman,i hada great teachers.the people there,my family.they always told me why i should not do that particular thing.that's why i now almost never share anything about my life at school other than when it's compulsory.
when i'm at school,maybe some friends see me at outgoing,love to talk and maybe abit emo.but once i'm at home,i completely clam up.i shut up totally.unless it's totally compulsory.i don't see the point of telling my family the things in school when they don't even care.
like the concert.i asked them to buy the tickets though it was $35.what i was thinking about wasn't the money,but the feeling.i wanted them to be proud of me.i was performing in the first ever outdoor concert held by the school.but when i told them about it,they rejected me flatly.they simply told me,"the tickets are too expensive.just call us after your performance,then we go and pick you up.".i mean,don't they ever feel proud of me?because if they do,they don't show it.and i need the support from them to motivate me to do better.talking alone ISN'T going to work for me.
anyways,thank you everybody,regardless of whether you are a kong hwaian or not,who bought tickets to the concert on friday.it's a full house.thanks!and if you wanna find me.haha.i'm gonna perform in the choir part of the programme.so yeah.support the choir!woohoo!
haha.anyways,i gtg.wanna go read winglin liao.bb! :)
15/7/2008
why is it that when i need help,nobody ever seems to be around.my parents are too busy taking care of my two younger brothers,my friends are too busy and inexperienced plus i don't even have tuition teachers to ask.sometimes,i envy my peers who have tuition.when they have questions they don't know,they go home and ask their tuition teachers,as if they're there 24/7.and what about me?
my parents never seem to know the answer,my school teacher always asks us to try,but i don't even understand the question,how am i going to try?and my friends.they always say,"sure.i'll teach you how to do."and what do they ever do?they just "help me do the question".giving me the answer and leaving me stranded there with a question mark over my head.great.if this carries on,how am i going to get at least 258 for the psle????
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during the holiday at tioman,i had
when i'm at school,maybe some friends see me at outgoing,love to talk and maybe abit emo.but once i'm at home,i completely clam up.i shut up totally.unless it's totally compulsory.i don't see the point of telling my family the things in school when they don't even care.
like the concert.i asked them to buy the tickets though it was $35.what i was thinking about wasn't the money,but the feeling.i wanted them to be proud of me.i was performing in the first ever outdoor concert held by the school.but when i told them about it,they rejected me flatly.they simply told me,"the tickets are too expensive.just call us after your performance,then we go and pick you up.".i mean,don't they ever feel proud of me?because if they do,they don't show it.and i need the support from them to motivate me to do better.talking alone ISN'T going to work for me.
anyways,thank you everybody,regardless of whether you are a kong hwaian or not,who bought tickets to the concert on friday.it's a full house.thanks!and if you wanna find me.haha.i'm gonna perform in the choir part of the programme.so yeah.support the choir!woohoo!
haha.anyways,i gtg.wanna go read winglin liao.bb! :)
15/7/2008
12 July 2008
Number 125
heyys...i forgot to say,the last sentence from the post on tioman,please ignore it.my friend tampered with the post and i'm too lazy to erase it.and yeh.went for the concert rehearsal at school yesterday.so boring lah.and brandon lim tried to trip me yesterday.hah.it didn't work.lol
anyways,mr chan was obviously saying the choir when he said that some groups weren't warmed up properly and cannot sing loud enough.but for gan en de xin,the first part s supposed to be really soft.it's piano leh.if mr chan's not stupid,i dunno what is he lah.
for goodness sake,everybody thinks that every song must be sung loudly.but this is choral singing.not karaoke.karaoke.must always be loud.no beautiful harmonies.choral singing.different volumes.beautiful harmonies.don't they ever know the difference?WE are not pop stars.we are choral singers.stupid.
anyways,i've written another one of my depressed stuff.haha..and i don't really mind if you use my quotes.but please,please just credit me for it.just put the my blog's address if you don't mind.thx.and i might write more of these stuff.cuz i write those when i'm really depressed and all.so i'm gonna post it.gtg.muacks!
12/7/2008
My Friendship With You
I asked you what was that smell,
in an effort to get you to start a conversation with me.
But what did you give me in reply?
You gave me just one word
and ran away to your "new" friends.
When you left,
did you know how dejected I felt?
Did you know how much you've hurt me?
You are willing to make friends with
someone who is worse off than me,
instead of me.
You weren't like this before,
before you made friends with them.
I thought you were my friends,
but you yourself proved that you are
nothing but another person,not like a friend to me.
I treated you like a friend,actually,
everybody like a friend.
But what happened in the end,
they left me to find another.
They left me in a way I find despicable,
not worthy of my respect.
Am I destined to be a loner for the rest of my life?
I'm fine with it, except that
whatever friend I make,
will leave my open and publicly,
instead of quietly and indifferently.
When will I find real and lasting friendship?
Not in a short while, I know.
but no worries, I'll look forward
to that day with no regrets,no burdens.
anyways,mr chan was obviously saying the choir when he said that some groups weren't warmed up properly and cannot sing loud enough.but for gan en de xin,the first part s supposed to be really soft.it's piano leh.if mr chan's not stupid,i dunno what is he lah.
for goodness sake,everybody thinks that every song must be sung loudly.but this is choral singing.not karaoke.karaoke.must always be loud.no beautiful harmonies.choral singing.different volumes.beautiful harmonies.don't they ever know the difference?WE are not pop stars.we are choral singers.stupid.
anyways,i've written another one of my depressed stuff.haha..and i don't really mind if you use my quotes.but please,please just credit me for it.just put the my blog's address if you don't mind.thx.and i might write more of these stuff.cuz i write those when i'm really depressed and all.so i'm gonna post it.gtg.muacks!
12/7/2008
My Friendship With You
I asked you what was that smell,
in an effort to get you to start a conversation with me.
But what did you give me in reply?
You gave me just one word
and ran away to your "new" friends.
When you left,
did you know how dejected I felt?
Did you know how much you've hurt me?
You are willing to make friends with
someone who is worse off than me,
instead of me.
You weren't like this before,
before you made friends with them.
I thought you were my friends,
but you yourself proved that you are
nothing but another person,not like a friend to me.
I treated you like a friend,actually,
everybody like a friend.
But what happened in the end,
they left me to find another.
They left me in a way I find despicable,
not worthy of my respect.
Am I destined to be a loner for the rest of my life?
I'm fine with it, except that
whatever friend I make,
will leave my open and publicly,
instead of quietly and indifferently.
When will I find real and lasting friendship?
Not in a short while, I know.
but no worries, I'll look forward
to that day with no regrets,no burdens.
10 July 2008
Number 124
elloss...haha.sorry didn't post for sooo long.actually,one week.hahah.lol.came back from school at 2.40pm??haha.found kai at home.he like soo didn't go to the cc today.i was so dissapointed[?] lah.i wanted to have a short 2-hour with myself.whatever.anyways,today school supplementary quite fun.haha.had to practice oral with huining,qinlin and weixian[shen].so fun.we keep laughing and laughing lah!
anyways,so happy.tommorrow[?] have rehearsal at school hall for the concert next friday.choir gonna teach the other ccas that are performing the song for the finale,siyahamba.it's some sorta african song.but if you translate it into english,it's we are marching in the light of God.so cool right?!that's what that makes me prouder of this song.haha
anyways,mr tan and huang lao shi are gonna run the whole part with the finale song!woohoo.it's the first time the khs choir has such a regconition.anyway,i'm helping enle with erika,wenpin, miawhue,yunxuan and siqi to teach co [chinese orchestra] cuz co more people.
anyways,i think yesterday or the day before,chinese lesson ended really fast.no kidding.cuz du lao shi asked the some of the boys to act the story in the textbook.so funny.we were like laughing so hard lah.!!! if i could,i would have taken videos loh.
haha.nothing much happened.after that.but i'm so happy lah.cuz on next friday,i like so don't needa go school.cuz mr ong said so.haha..but i still have to go to school to get ready.so i only go at 10.30am.but i'm still having transportation problems from vch back home.i just hoped that mummy or daddy would go,and guess what.
after mr low "talked" to us on tuesday,the tickets were sold out the next day.great.i'm so happy.anyways,lan qiu huo[hot shot] gonna show soon.so..readers in taiwan,please upload lan qiu huo episodes on youtube.haha.and add me as friend.my username: frostedbluue.
i gtg soon.wanna go watch yu la bai fen bai liao!woohoo!bye...i'm gonna post the episode on yu le bai fen bai that xiao zhu and xiao jing teng da dui kang.okkays?gtg.
10/7/2008
anyways,so happy.tommorrow[?] have rehearsal at school hall for the concert next friday.choir gonna teach the other ccas that are performing the song for the finale,siyahamba.it's some sorta african song.but if you translate it into english,it's we are marching in the light of God.so cool right?!that's what that makes me prouder of this song.haha
anyways,mr tan and huang lao shi are gonna run the whole part with the finale song!woohoo.it's the first time the khs choir has such a regconition.anyway,i'm helping enle with erika,wenpin, miawhue,yunxuan and siqi to teach co [chinese orchestra] cuz co more people.
anyways,i think yesterday or the day before,chinese lesson ended really fast.no kidding.cuz du lao shi asked the some of the boys to act the story in the textbook.so funny.we were like laughing so hard lah.!!! if i could,i would have taken videos loh.
haha.nothing much happened.after that.but i'm so happy lah.cuz on next friday,i like so don't needa go school.cuz mr ong said so.haha..but i still have to go to school to get ready.so i only go at 10.30am.but i'm still having transportation problems from vch back home.i just hoped that mummy or daddy would go,and guess what.
after mr low "talked" to us on tuesday,the tickets were sold out the next day.great.i'm so happy.anyways,lan qiu huo[hot shot] gonna show soon.so..readers in taiwan,please upload lan qiu huo episodes on youtube.haha.and add me as friend.my username: frostedbluue.
i gtg soon.wanna go watch yu la bai fen bai liao!woohoo!bye...i'm gonna post the episode on yu le bai fen bai that xiao zhu and xiao jing teng da dui kang.okkays?gtg.
10/7/2008
03 July 2008
Number 123
hey people!sorry..never post for so long liao.but i'm still estatic that i'm getting more visitors.haha.lol.came back from school at round 2.30pm??lol.so xian lahhs.du lao shi's supplementary.haha.came back,practiced piano a while larrgh.haha.and thanks for the keyboard.[lemme tell you,i'm never gonna put the name of the person who gave me the keyboard up here.too bad. :(]
and i'm so loving stay with you lah.it's a japanese song sung by fei lun hai.so jap!and aaron's soo cute.i'll post his pic up here one of these days.haha.anyways,took the 1.6km run for napfa today.i was so dejected [or watever you call it]after.i run until want to die.and i failed.xian.anyways,i wrote something about it in class.i'll post it her later.
i SO don't wanna retake the napfa test.i almost died!i'll tell mr wong.see what he has to say..haha.anyways,nothing much happened in school after that other then studying,studying and more studying.sometimes i feel like i'm gonna get panic attacks if the teachers continue to bring up the PSLE [like i care!]
and for readers in singapore,please help my school, KONG HWA SCHOOL,to raise funds for our renovations.there will be a concert at vch/VICTORIA CONCERT HALL on 18 JULY 2008 at 7.30pm.the only tickets left are the $35.please help.the concert will be a showcase of our asthetics cca stuff.i'll be performing.in the choir part.if you want to buy tickets,please call this number: +65 63421195 .
anyways,i got a new phone!woohoo!it's quite an old model lah.but i still love it.it's the nokia music express.i forgot the model number.[heheh..]and brandon lim,my phone's newer.so it's not lousier than yours!...and i found i'm able to compose some sort of poem or something like that when something "extreme" happens.like what i did in school today.i did it last night too.i'll post it up later.
i gtg liao.nida study.bye! lol..=p [i'll post the other poem thingy another time.] anyways,i was chatting on msn with benben gege[??] on msn jut now.he started a blog.put the link up liao.so go see soon.it's under "family"....
3/7/2008
Living The Dream
I will cry no more,
for my tears have dried.
Not meeting my expectations,
all I'm getting is disappointment,
dejection and weakness.
I'm slowly tiring,
tiring into nothingness.
Tiring is not an excuse for crying,
only a reason for sleeping.
Sleeping is dreaming,
and dreaming is a time where realities become illusions.
Dreaming is a time where illusions
becomes fused reality.
Reality brings dejection, rejection and challenges.
Dejection brings rejection,
and with rejection comes challenges.
For the person who can overcome it all,
he is living the dream.
Living the dream isn't all what it seems,
on the outside he's cool, calm and collected.
On the inside he's struugling to conquer the challenges
of friendship, kinship and life.
As his legacy and flame dies away,
somebody else will continue
to burn and Live the Dream.
Copyrighted.Written by shi ting~ on 3/7/2008
and i'm so loving stay with you lah.it's a japanese song sung by fei lun hai.so jap!and aaron's soo cute.i'll post his pic up here one of these days.haha.anyways,took the 1.6km run for napfa today.i was so dejected [or watever you call it]after.i run until want to die.and i failed.xian.anyways,i wrote something about it in class.i'll post it her later.
i SO don't wanna retake the napfa test.i almost died!i'll tell mr wong.see what he has to say..haha.anyways,nothing much happened in school after that other then studying,studying and more studying.sometimes i feel like i'm gonna get panic attacks if the teachers continue to bring up the PSLE [like i care!]
and for readers in singapore,please help my school, KONG HWA SCHOOL,to raise funds for our renovations.there will be a concert at vch/VICTORIA CONCERT HALL on 18 JULY 2008 at 7.30pm.the only tickets left are the $35.please help.the concert will be a showcase of our asthetics cca stuff.i'll be performing.in the choir part.if you want to buy tickets,please call this number: +65 63421195 .
anyways,i got a new phone!woohoo!it's quite an old model lah.but i still love it.it's the nokia music express.i forgot the model number.[heheh..]and brandon lim,my phone's newer.so it's not lousier than yours!...and i found i'm able to compose some sort of poem or something like that when something "extreme" happens.like what i did in school today.i did it last night too.i'll post it up later.
i gtg liao.nida study.bye! lol..=p [i'll post the other poem thingy another time.] anyways,i was chatting on msn with benben gege[??] on msn jut now.he started a blog.put the link up liao.so go see soon.it's under "family"....
3/7/2008
Living The Dream
I will cry no more,
for my tears have dried.
Not meeting my expectations,
all I'm getting is disappointment,
dejection and weakness.
I'm slowly tiring,
tiring into nothingness.
Tiring is not an excuse for crying,
only a reason for sleeping.
Sleeping is dreaming,
and dreaming is a time where realities become illusions.
Dreaming is a time where illusions
becomes fused reality.
Reality brings dejection, rejection and challenges.
Dejection brings rejection,
and with rejection comes challenges.
For the person who can overcome it all,
he is living the dream.
Living the dream isn't all what it seems,
on the outside he's cool, calm and collected.
On the inside he's struugling to conquer the challenges
of friendship, kinship and life.
As his legacy and flame dies away,
somebody else will continue
to burn and Live the Dream.
Copyrighted.Written by shi ting~ on 3/7/2008
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