31 October 2008

Number 153

i'm back!hahaha.anyways,found Alyssa's blog!hahah.and i relinked!yeah!hahah.and thanks Caleb,for praying for me!always happy to know somebody cares and prays for me.and Samson started using facebook!hahaha.he added me as friend.yea!an other way to communicate other than msn.[which doesn't exactly work!lol]

watched Money No Enough 2 at school just now.the ending made me cry again.it was super touching.a wonderful tale of filial piety.hahah.sacarstic.[?]

i'm totally sick of the way berwyn's been behaving towards me.just cuz qinlin told him about how i "stole her friend",he kept doing things to make me irritated.he succeeded.but guess what,i didn't rant at him like i would usually do!yea!hahah.

it was quite fun today.actually.mr wong let us choose what we wanted to play during pe.june,wei xian and i chose to play badminton.it was super hilarious.brandon lim came and played with us. so we 2vs2.june and him,we xian and me.was soo funny!brandon lim came up with these hilarious movements,like baseball,golf etcetra.hahah.

but there was one bad thing.p3/2 took over our classroom just because their projector was spoilt.hilarious.isn't it?our projector was spoilt for 2months whilst we were preparing for the psle and did we take over anyone's classroom?

we didn't!we even let 6/4 take over our original classroom and we had to be moved to the ground floor.while there were still empty classrooms at the 4th floor that they could use.how unfair.i've dreamed of going to the 4th floor classroom to study since i was p3.the senery[?] was simply marvelous up there.

anyways,we went to their classroom.since there were not enough seats,i had to give up mine to berwyn and sit as sj's.lucky she was helping du lao shi.[JEALOUS]with Stella.anyways,i got to sit with brandon lim again.it was nice.kinda homey.very comforting.since i sat with him last year.

the feeling last year was totally different from this year.mdm lok positioned us in a way that we were sitting with somebody else.this year,we sat in exam format.last year's feeling was a warm, comforting feeling.kinda like home.

this year,it's cold and aloof.totally different.not warm and homey.it actually makes me wanna skip school.it makes me want to escape.escape everything,makes me want to go back in time and go back to last year.i wish i treasured my time last year.i wish i made stronger and more lasting ties with old friends.i wish i made new friends.i wish i worked harder.

so many wishes unfulfilled.i'm tired.now,i just hope to leave them on this blog,for all you people out there.to learn from my mistakes.build up from my failures.i just wanna forget them,start anew.leave behind all worries...

here's a Bible verse for you:
"And I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
Luke 11:9"
happy halloween!
31/10/2008

30 October 2008

Number 152

hellos!blogging again!hahha.just came back Stella's house.went there to do the last touch-ups for the social studies pps.was quite fun actually.hahha.ate lunch at her house.was super-duper nice lah!anyways,i'm not getting baptised......

why?cuz daddy and mummy's not allowing.plus they keep shirking the responsibility.i ask one of them,they'll say ask the other.who am i to ask?i bet Janelle and Annabel's parents agreed immediately.what about mine?read the thing and leave it on the table.great.i'll just keep praying and well,start asking them again.

i don't wanna use them pestering method this time.it's not real.it's just a answer they give cuz i'm irritating them.i want an answer from their hearts.

anyways,i just can't understand qinlin.she's somehow crazy.she accused me of stealing her friends.she also called me an asshole.just because Hui Ning doesn't want to sit with her and want to sit with me,she accuses me of stealing her friends.

qinlin is just a girl who expects everybody to give in to her,console her.qinlin is the one that stole Hui Ning from me.please.

qinlin can call me whatever she likes.she can even influence berwyn or any of her friends to say that i suck.or an asshole.or whatever.all i know that qinlin sucks up to anybody in the teacher's favour,or anybody with "power"/authority.

she expects everybody to give in to her,follow her and submit to her.she blames everybody for whatever she's wrong,and wants to take credit for everything even though it's not hers.she's a friend stealer and acts cute and "guai" in front of the teacher.

i know it's wrong of me to say such bad stuff about her,but i can't help it.i have to voice it out.or i'll burst.but one's thing's changed.no more name-calling.thank God!there'll be no discrimination of any kind.well maybe a little.i'm not kidding.

anyways,here's a Bible verse for you guys!
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
Romans 3:23"
i feel it's really relevant to today.no kidding.name calling.haiz.i'm really tired.i gtg.wanna play Tasty Planets!bye!
30/10/2008

29 October 2008

Number 152

it's been quite a long time since i posted.hahha.guess what i did during the time while i was away. i went.to a kelong on the 25&26/10,went to Stella's house a few times and presented the health ed pps during class!yeah!hahha.i'll post the pics i took at the kelong,once i've taken them out of the camera.i'm too lazy now..hahha.

anyways,the kelong was okay,but a little bit worse than the one we went before.i had to wake up at 4.30am just so that we could go to the kelong earlier.crazy.and we were the last to reach the meeting place.crazy.plain crazy!~

anyways,i'll post the photos once i get them and let them tell the story for me.i'll add on my own feelings...like duh...hahah.anyways,went to Claudia jiejie and WenWen korkor's R.O.M. on friday..was quite boring.waited quite long before that,and the actual ceremony was only barely a few minutes.haha.quite ironic.

then Da GuGu came with NaiNai.she wore this really hideous dress with really bold flower patterns on it.it was supper gross lah.it not only showed her BULGING tummy,it also showed her totally un-showable back!ahh.where's the fashion police??!!

she tols me she bought it for only $20.only??i bet it's not even branded.mine is like $15.mummy will never buy something for me that's $20.please.anyways,that's what you get for buying expensive and un-branded stuff.hahah.anyways,Xiao GuGu also went.she wore this dress that wasn't exactly flattering,but it looked as if she was pregnant.hahah.i almost burst out laughing.

anyways,i hope i'll get those pics from Claudia jiejie,then i'll post them.she looked totally pretty that day.btw,went to their chalet at the Pasir Ris Costa Sands after that.they booked 2 chalets.1 for the buffet dinner,1 for the bbq.cuz they thought it was too small.

ended up,the 2nd chalet was super far from the 1st one.hahah.it was fun though.anyways, WenWen korkor was like super stressed that day.they were sooo ill-prepared.haiz.i found out that Claudia jiejie's also the eldest in the family,with 2 younger brothers too!the same as me!yea!

hahha.went back early that night.since i had to wake up at 4.30am the next morning.i was totally looking forward to waking up at 9am the next morning.wah lao loh.anyways,the next morning was super boring and idiotic.went to Daddy's office to gather,then headed to the customs.

ate at one of the coffeeshops along the way.ate bah kut teh.hahha.it was nice.we ate the soup and we dipped doughsticks in it.hahha.innovative.went there after that.was super bored.anyways, headed back home the next day.

went to Stella's house on monday.it was Deepavali.hahah.ps.Stella's brother is totally ugly.don't mind me.hahaha.anyways,i went there to do the social studies pps.daddy sent me there.hahah. btw,finished it like the last time,and went home at like 12plus.

went to school the next day,and it was borring.

today,Stella and i presented the health ed pps.we got like practically no constructive feedback. means areas to improve on.but we got quite alot of words of praise.thx guys!hahha.but the social studies pps won't be as good.sadly.and i'm regreting it.haiz.hahah.anyways,i gtg.

gotta prepare the invitations for MY bbq!hahahhahahah.byez!
ps.da gugu came,and she took over my computer and my stuff for a good 2 hours.thx alot..NOT!
29/10/2008

23 October 2008

Number 151

heyys.i'm here to blog again.can't think of what to do.heheh.been going around the internet, reading blogs,watching vids.super bored.was thinking of spamming blogs.hahah.but i'm too good-hearted to do that.THANK ME!EVERYBODY ELSE!!hahah.even cracking such a joke's fun now.

i'm sad,sad,sad.had cramps in school.and now.not to mention.haiz.don't feel like eating dinner later.hahah.plus.i totally have to study.IRONIC!after psle,still studying.study for what?health ed.what else.it's like totally stupid.pls loh.it's like what,puberty,conjuncti-something-something-somthing.

crazy.
this world's upsidedown.mad too.[not to mention].
let's see what i've gotta do within this week:
  • prepare invitations for bbq
  • study for health ed test on 24/10/2008
  • pack for kelong trip [25-26/10/2008]
  • convince mummy to lemme get baptised
  • memorise speech for health ed pps
  • finish grade4 theory
  • finish reading "Dragon Moon" &and return it to EnLe

help!!!it's like mountainous[?]!!i'm busier then ever,going to friend's houses,staying back.it's even more hectic than before the psle..tired.i fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.i wake up at 6.15am everyday even more tired than the day before.

i can't wait for the weekend.oh right,i have to go to some stupid kelong in the middle of nowhere which required me to wake up at 6am during the weekend.i think i might just fall asleep with my eyes open.
23/10/2008

Number 150

hellos!haven't been posting.heh heh.been busy.it's really ironic,isn't it?after the psle,yet i'm still busy.help!busy with what?let's see...the surprise for 6/3,my bbq,health ed and social studies. super wiped out.so tired.haiz...

went back to school on a high note.cuz i was expecting a change,and also cuz June and i have reconciled.yeah!she smsed me on sunday evening,asking if we could be friends again.thank God!i've always wanted to reconcile with her.yeah!we're friends now.the past,forgotten.hahahahahah.
can't wait for tomorrow.cuz i'm going to Claudia jiejie and WenWen korkor[?]'s ROM.can't wait. hahah.having bbq also.hahah.i dunno what to say next.in a "so-dunno-what-to-say" mood.haha.

hardly type so little.but super lazy lah.oh yeah.read Carole Wilkinson's[?]the Dragonkeeper trilogy.it's totally nice.really addicting with it's ever-twisting plot.hahha.i sound like some promoter right?hhahahahaha.

anyways,not looking forward to this weekend.going to some kelong in the middle of nowhere. i can't even go to church.sad.plus daddy and mummy haven't gave the approval for me to get baptised.daddy was like,"you're not ready to do that."i was sooo tempted to ask him what he meant by that.he's such a coward!mummy hasn't given me her reply yet.haiz..

all i can do is pray.pray that they'll say yes.anyways,i gtg.hahha.nothing to say liao lah!byes!
23/10/2008

20 October 2008

Number 149

continued with the 3rd day's post!!yeah!

19/10/2008 [Sunday]
woke up really early.at 6am.with a super full bladder and backache.seems like the cycling trip the day before did nothing for my "wounded" back.haiz.i want a massage!then went to wash up at 7am,i think.didn't bathe.oops!

went for breakfast at the hawker centre opposite church.ate 2pieces of roti prata and a cup of milo.super full.walked across the road for a short debrief.hahah.Jaslyn and Aaron walked there together.Janelle,Kelly and i were like "ohhh..."hahah.

went back to church after that to attend 1st seesion sevice. all i can say is,theit praise and worship is soo much better than 2nd session's.but i support 2nd more!hahha.i'm sorta mad.hahha.too high.

went to music room for lessons again.Zhirong taught lesson 8,Kimberly taught lesson 9 and John taught lesson 10.soo tired.Annabel came after lesson 8 was finished.hahhah.but no matter.Kelly and Janelle suddenly became like sisters. jealous.went to T3 after breaking camp with Connie ahyi,ahma, and mummy,daddy and kaikai and changchang.


i was like in a pissed mood the whole time.since i was tired and they didn't let me sleep.haiz. anyways,it wasn't worth mentioning...i was soo tired,i fell asleep immediately upon reaching home.then woke up again to unpack and bathe.heheheh. posted at like 9pm.took around one hour to finish posting.i'm crazy.

fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.i miss my bed. it's so soft and warm.comfy.shiok. remind me to bring a cushion when i go for a camp the next time.i don't want anymore sleepless nights.
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anyways,on to today.woke up at 7am.got mummy to pass me her thumbdrive.then went to Stella's house to do the health ed project.xian.8slides.10min.miss ong must be mad/crazy/out of her mind.we timed,and we only used 3min+...

anyways,i'm tired.i wanna go sleep liao.OH.and Aaron,tell me your blog add!!!haaha.nitez!
20/10/2008

Number 148

hellos!i'm back.i'll continue with the second day of camp!

18/10/2008 [Saturday]
woke up at 7am,with a super bad backache.and i totally forgot to bring my cushion.and i was sooo damn cold!i was practically freezing to death alive.but i didn't.thank God!then Annabel woke up like 5min after me.then Janelle woke up too.hahha.the three of us woke up early than 7.15am.

official wake up time was 7.30am.know why we wanted to wake up early?we had to "chop" the toilet first.so we could get ready earlier.hahah.we were first to get ready,then we went outside to wait for the rest. [outside as in lobby]then at 7.30am,He Lu asked us to split into our 2 groups. sad...then we[Marigold] were stuck with Caleb.

he told us alot.thx Caleb!then we went to eat breakfast.aunty Cindy made it!she went out to buy and make the food when we were still sleeping.guess what.Caleb dipped his bread in his milo!how gross is that!eww...

then there was this guy.Zhirong i think.[hmmm...]he was offered tuna sandwich by Caleb.guess what he said,"tuna again?" then Caleb replied,"yah,you don't like meh?" his[Zhirong?] answer was super funny lah.he said,"eww,don't want.that time i vomit also that colour." hahahahahahhaah.i almost burst out laughing lah!please loh.

then we went into fellowship hall to have some more lessons.[not again!!!]first Joanne taught.she played this really pointless game at first.hahha.then she taught lah,what else?hahha.after that, Samson taught loh.but his lesson was really quick.the fastest of all.hahah.

we had lots of free time after that,but guess what,He Lu and Caleb were like sooo what lah!they talked and talked.we only had 5min instead of 1/2hour after that.but we found out Caleb's age. he's young.21only.but he looks 25.hahah.

maybe cuz he's a teeny weeny [not.] bit only the plump side.plus he's not all jokes too.anyways,we had lunch after that.we had chicken curry and dunno what else.gross lah!Samson had to finish his brother's share again.hahha.pity him...;(

went cycling at 2pm after that.had to walk super far from church to ECP to the rental shop.my bike had a little bit of problem at the starting.thx ShanMei and Joyce..cuz they helped me with my bike.then Lowell and i had to catch up with the rest.

cycle damn fast can?super tired.plus my bike made a squeaky sound.then Aaron and Trent caught up with us[me and Lowell]Trent almost hit a little boy.his bike made a super loud screech lah.then i almost got into an accident.i went in between Aaron and Trent.help!hahah.but the space was big enough for me.hahah.i'm soo thin!

then we cycled until Bedok jetty.we stopped for a drink.then i got Aaron to help me keep my hp. plus i told Aaron Janelle's cca.don't kill me!hahah.then we went even further.we met somewhere behind the National Sailing thingy.Zhirong was like so "fed up" lah.

Enosh[?]brought the rest of them the long cut.hahah.they were like,"eh,you all so fast?"hahha. then Zhirong was like "i'll bring you all.through the shortcut.not like somebody."hahah. Janelle and Aaron were like bickering all the way back. totally funny.

than went passed somewhere,and Annabel fell,so she and i went to the toilet.with Trent following.cuz he had to take care of us.then we thought we were the last.so we took a sorta slow ride back.we rode and talked.

until we were quite near the bicycle shop,Shi Ri was riding up to us with a few girls.then she asked,"eh,you all so fast?"whn we got to the shop,we found that we were actually not the last!hahah!!then Janelle came back.she told us that they had waited at the jetty for us.

hahha.then we were like lazing around.oh.and i found out Aaron's age.plus he's 177cm!hahah. same height as 炎亞綸..plus same english name too!what a coincidence!hahha.Aaron's 18.cuz he said,"you know,when Caleb was sec2,i was p6."then we were like."ohhh.you're 18."..then he suddenly realised,he was like "shit!"hahha.hilarious.

we walked back together,with Annabel limping.haiz.we found out that Caleb and Aaron were are blood brothers.omg.hahah. still can't believe it.and he had a friend that was soo silly.cuz they did sailing.they had a few "mishaps"hahahah.


we[Annabel,Janelle and me]were first again.we bathed first.hahha.yeah us!we went to YPM with a very empty stomach after that.haiz.was super hungry.met ShanMei and Joyce again.met JiaEn also.YPM's praise was super powerful,can?

hahah.guess what,He Lu was doing backup vocal.omg.didn't know.haha.Samson led worship.pro.then went to cell group. tired.got to know soo many people in one night!can't believe it!met Joseph[aka beansprout cuz he's super tall and thin],ShanMei,Joyce,Adeline,John Ho,MinMin, Zhirong,Russel and soo many i can't remember.

we played whack-o again during cell group.diao....Zhirong like twisted the rules.it was that we would call someone's name.then the person on the right would get whacked.hahah. super chaotic.then we changed a game.

we played the [i-dunno-what-you-call-it]game.haha.but Zhirong kept getting the forfeit.but he kept saying it was trial. hahha.they bought stuff for us to eat while listening. yea!love them!hahha. then we went to eat dinner.bbq.but Annabel's ankle swelled.aunty Cindy massaged her leg.haiz.

Janelle got Aaron to get dinner for Annabel.hahha.nobody wanted to eat it.Annabel went home after that.Janelle and i went to sit at the ping-pong tables there with Trent.she got Aaron to get her dinner.hahah.he even got her a drink!

Janelle got him to get dinner for me too.my dinner was like cold.really cold.cuz he left it there while he got my other sausage ready.but i must say he's really sweet.super sweet... his girlfriend next time will be sooo lucky!i want a bf like that also!hahhah.

and i totally know who Janelle's 白马王子 is.hahah.it's a secret between God and me.yea!hahah. then we[Janelle,me& Aaron] went to talk since we[Janelle&me]didn't want to pay games.hahah. boring.we played games after that.with Joseph, Kelly and someother people.

we payed this stupid game which i didn't get.Aaron bullied me can??!!!hmph>hahhaa.i had the most fingers out.i'll never play that game again.i played that game during the Labrador camp also.but i didn't loseas badly as that time.

then we played Handiplast.i'll never forget that game for as long as i live.it was soooo hilarious. the rules are that somebody will call another person's name,then the person would hit the person next to him or her.the person who got hit couldn't say ouch.but the next person would say it.then the next person would call another person's name.hahah

Kelly was sitting next to Aaron.i sat at the other side of Kelly.when Kelly's name was called,she always hit Aaron.and it wasn't those really light kind.it was really hard.omg lah. hahha.i was laughing soo badly.

then Janelle sat beside Joseph.she hit him totally hard too. wahlao.the sound was like super loud. then if the person who got hit makes any sound,she/he would get his by both people at their side.that was the shiok one lah.hahah.hilarious.

then Aaron moved to sit beside Janelle,and Joseph sat beside Kelly.hahhah.cuz more people joined in.then Janelle was like hitting Aarion totally hard lah.pain.so pain.then Caleb came and played.hahah.

Joseph sat next to Caleb.omg.it was the ultimate!hahha.the both of them were like sadistic lah.then He Lu came along.He Lu volunteered to help Joseph hit Caleb.was super hard lah!so loud some more.the rest of the game was hilarious and well, painful,at the same time.though i didn't get hit.hahha.lucky me.

at the end,we had to go into fellowship hall to "assemble". Aaron was like,"i shouldn't have suggested this game." hahhahhahaha.Joseph and Caleb's legs were bleeding after the game.they "showed it off" at fellowship hall.. hahahhahahahahahahaahahhahaha!went to sleep after that.was super tired.but had to wake up at 6.30am the next day.xain!!!
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i'll post the rest on a new post.today!...hahahhahah!i can't help but laugh when i recall these stuff.
20/10/2008

19 October 2008

Number 147

hello people!i'm finally back from Spiritual Milk camp'08!yeah!hahha.it was super fun.i made new friends,met old ones and got baptised in the Holy Spirit.hallelujah!anyways,i'll be doing what i did during the psle period.from 17october to today!

17/10/2008 [Friday]
woke up early.like 7.30am.okay that's not early.har-har.then went to church really early expecting annabel and janelle to be there.guess what.all i saw was grace and some 1st session girl.waited until 8.30am.then annabel came.then janelle.they came like super late lah!caleb then took our attendance.lol.

then went to cana hall [3rd floor]left our bags on the chairs then started playing the instruments.hahah.quite fun lah.then aunty cindy asked us to form a circle on the floor.then the "ritual" started.hahha.we introduced ourselves.then we played whacko!hahah.miguel kept getting the bat to whack.

then we started lessons.boring!aunty cindy taught from the Spiritual Milk camp book.she taught lessons 1&2.we assured our salvation once again.felt so good.but the thing that came later was even more thrilling.

then He Lu divided us into two groups.unlucky me got into a different group than Annabel and Janelle.wahlao lah!we ate lunch outside cana hall.hahah.i got into the same group as Faith [Yeo] and Shi Ri.hahah.not exactly thrilling.and guess what we were called.Marigold.nice...not.Annabel's group was called Magnolia.Lowell came up with the names.i don't like him!

Lowell's hair was is like sooo long.it's as long as Janelle's hair.omg lah.anyways,we continued with lessons after lunch with uncle Matthew [Yaep],head of YPM [Young People's Ministry]...even more boring.he completely couldn't control us.maybe abit lah.he taught 2 lessons also.but it took even longer than aunty Cindy.


and y'know what,all of us were like lying on the floor listening to him.hahah.like soo rude lah.but it's really free there.we lay on the floor and listened.i sleept abit.hehheh.then Trent came with Aaron.we kept fooling around them since it was break time.

cuz Trent's skin was super "hot" cuz he cycled to church.then we were attempting to draw a tattoo on him.but guess what,we got his wallet and we found his ez-link!his pic taken during primary 6 was soo cute!he had this really round specs and his face was super round.

then he was dodging us lah.and he said that we would die within 1/2 hour once the ink gets into contact with our skin.he was bluffing us lah.lame-o!then the lesson started again.....haiz.then the next break,we went to the back where they control the sound system and whatever and "stole" Trent's hp.

we found like pics of him sleeping in class and some of a girl..oohhh.hahah.we went back to continue lesson after that lah.boriing!!!went to the field outside church to play captain's ball.not fun.i stood in a tree root the whole time.hahah.

then many teachers knew my name during the game.like Caleb, Lowell,Gideon,He Lu and Joanne.Joanne knew my name before that lah..hahah.then Janelle,Annabel and i went back church to bathe first.hahah.we got the toilet all to ourselves.yeah!no need wait.

then i didn't wash my hair.cuz i didn't perspire lah.hahah.then we had lots of free time after that, so we talked to Aaron and Trent.Aaron showed us magic tricks..hahah.he changed a $2 to $5.so cool lah.but then Trent told us the trick was to stand behind him[Aaron].but he didn't do it again.so sad.hahah.

then Caleb came lah.he called Janelle "love.blogspot.com" cuz he saw part of Janelle's blog address.he bully her loh.then Joseph came lah.Janelle told him,then he hit Caleb back.hahah.so funny lah.then we saw more magic tricks by Aaron.then we talked and laughed alot until He Lu came and told us that we had to gather outside fellowship hall to have dinner at 7.15pm.i think.

then we had fried rice [fried by He Lu's mother].but they gave us soo much,i ate until i almost wanted to burst!plus the lemon barley tasted like antibiotics lah.so gross.i almost vomitted due to too much food.lol.but i really pitied Samson.cuz his younger brother,[i don't know how to spell his name but it's pronounced as "Johnmaia"]gave him[Samson] his share.

so that means that Samson had to eat two shares.hahah.if you had been there to see it.it was hilarious.Samson had to eat from one bowl,then alternate to another,then to another.hahaha.=p.we went to fellowship hall for praise and worship later.

i had the feeling of wanting to faint.again.it always comes at that time of the month.[haiz...]so i went to the toilet to sit down before i fell again.i prayed hard to God.the feeling went away gradually.i went back.then uncle Matthew took over and taught another lesson.called "Baptism by the Holy Spirit" or something along that line.

then aunty Cindy came and talked and prayed and asked us to list down our bad habits.we did that and she asked us to give it all to the Lord.i did that,and all my burdens were like taken away.i felt totally light and free after that.no kidding.

we stood up,then the teachers went to pray for us personally.they were baptising us in the Holy Spirit.uncle Matthew prayed for me.when he asked God to fill me up like never before,i really felt something filling me up.the feeling was amazing.i could feel something warm filling me in my chest and tummy.

it's something that science can never explain.it's the power of God!hallelujah!i felt different. really.went to sleep after that.was wiped out.hahha.but the floor of the music room was soo hard, plus my sleeping bag was not think enough.i was cold.and i forgot to bring a pillow.ahh!my head was soo painful lah.

but i prayed to God,asking Him to help me fall asleep.thank God!i fell asleep soon,but i woke up a few times after that,but still asking God to help me fall asleep....
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i'll be posting the rest of the two days of the camp tomorrow.too tired...and it's really long...so i'll update tomorrow.night!
19/10/2008

16 October 2008

Number 146

hellos!it's raining now.borringg!!!anyways,today was really fun.hah.went to stella's grandmother's house today to do the surprise.hahah.anyways,stella's grandmother stays in a shophouse!believe it or not!so cool right?

but it's really dark and dim in side.to tell the truth.hah.cuz stella's family opens a hairdressing shop.so they stay upstairs in the house.damn cool.i went to meet stella and hong ming outside school at like 9.25am.just as i was leaving the house,she called me and said that hong ming had been waiting outside school since 8.15am!!

i was like still lazing around at that time.harharhar.lol.them vivyan came later.we used microsoft word to type out every thing.we got like practically everything done today except for the stuff we had to ask the other pupils about.yeah us!hahah!i'm not gonna let anything out,if that's what your're thinking.

hahah.anyways,went to bras basah complex with kaikai after that.went to popular.hahah.went there to find magazines.but guess what,i couldn't find those i wanted.but nevertheless,i found some,although they weren't very satisfactory.hahah.

went to eat mcdonald's after that.let me proclaim:one mcdonald's meal is more than enough for me.haiz.went to take bus7 after that.saw one left the time we went into 7-eleven.that actually means that we have to wait for damn long before getting to sit a bus back.what the heck!

but eventually,we sat a bus7 back.hahah.we waited for like 1/2 to 3/4 hour.what the heck.the actual journey was much much shorter.help!anyways,got home at 2.3opm.started packing like immediately.since i hadn't started packing heh heh.

anyways,going for the church's spiritual milk camp on friday to sunday.which's like tomorrow.so i won't be posting until sunday or monday.hahah.it's a stay over camp.3day2night.heard from a friend that it'll be very fun.i totally have doubts about that.since i'll be lugging a really huge bag to service on sunday.how embarrassing will that be??!!!

btw,i gtg.so yeah.byes!hahah
16/10/2008

15 October 2008

Number 145

first,let me address fang yun: dear fang yun,sorry,but no.i can't not write soo long.but to tell the truth,I'M NOT SORRY! it's ny blog,and i do what i want.i am expressing my feelings and i have the right to write however long i want.if you think it's too long,then don't read my blog.it's as simple as a-b-c.

anyways,WHATEVER!went to vivyan's house today to continue doing the "project" for the class. it's a surprise for the class.anyways,vivyan's house was like so big!it's a semi-d.we took her school bus there.to tell the truth,i've never taken a school bus before.we quite weird.hahah!

btw,we had mcdonald's for lunch!hahah.stella,me,hongming and sj went.hah.during lunch, vivyan's brother came back from school and guess what?he said hi!.not like sj's brother.just ignoring us.anyways,her brother is from victoria junior college [vjc]!wah lao.clever loh.

but he doesn't bully vivyan.like,well,stella and sj.hahah.he's so nice.he gave me the extra chair in his room.but i guess so too.he's 17.haha.mature enough.anyways,i can't write anything here just in case somebody from my class sees this.so..it'll have to wait till the surprise is officially let out of the bag....but.it's soo stressful,plus with my strained relationship with sj,it's even harder.well, to tell the truth,i hate sj!i'm just "working" with her for this thing.after that,i'm washing my hands of her.

so...urm.sorry for not posting for like sooo long.was really tired,stressed and fed up.i've never felt more stressful in my before.even before the psle.haiz.maybe cuz the "endless" waiting for the results is wearing on me...anyways,brandon gwee added me in this conversation that had sooo many people from our class.was soo confusing!

anyways,miss ong gave us this really mountain-ess task to do during the 6 days of psle marking. other classmates have 6days,but i only have 3days!3days are taken up by the church's spiritual milk camp...but i don't regret it.miss ong made us do social studies activities,but that's okay.

the bad thing is that.she said that we had to do a powerpoint slide for health ed.the powerpoint was not to have more than 8slides,and we had to talk for 10min!how hard is that?the last time i did a presentation,was last year,before the name list for the head prefect elections came out.i did 13-15 slides,and we[me,stella,sharon and kaixian] talked for like less than 10min lah!wahlaoeh.

now,i officially hate miss ong more than i ever have.helpppppp!!!but no matter,i'm doing it with stella.so i'm going over to her house to do it on monday.and to add oil to the fire,she said she was going to do a spot-check on our fingernails,clothes,hair and shoes.you didn't read wrong.shoes! guess what.my shoes haven't been washed in 8months and now i have to scrub them just because i need to have an A for my health education.

anyways,i gtg.i'm busy now...hehehehehehheh
15/10/2008

11 October 2008

Number 144

went to play badminton at mountbatten[?] cc just now..lol.i wouldn't use fun to describe it. what a game.mummy went with us.cuz daddy had to go back to his office.[boriiiinnnngggg..]we had quite a nice time,except until mummy played with kaikai.since mummy was a better player than me,he thought he was very "good" and played with her.instead of me.

and guess what.i was stuck with changchang.he couldn't play,and i watched,green with envy as mummy and kaikai played.i wanted to join them too.instead of just moping around waiting for changchang to play.

then mummy and i played against kaikai.i was in charge of the front while mummy was in charge of the back.then kaikai purposely hit towards the back just to let mummy hit and not let me hit the shuttlecock.i was seething!!!then changchang wanted to play with mummy,so she asked kaikai to play with me.

he looked sooo uninterested and unenthusiastic that it just turned me off.he purposely didn't want to hit hard so he needn't need to play,and i was always the one to pick up the shuttlecock.it was damn damn damn damn boring!!then when i told mummy to play with him,he "suddenly" had "energy" to play.he hit the shuttlecock properly.couldn't mummy tell the difference?just because i don't play as well as mummy,it doesn't mean that he should just ignore my feelings and act cool in front of me.

after all,i'm still your elder.GIVE ME THE RESPECT!changchang also didn't want to play with me.and when mummy wasn't playing with him,he played with me.am i so detestable that you have to act in front of me?am i so detestable that you have to shun me whenever i wanna play badminton with you?

this doesn't only happen with family.it happens with friends too.what's their problem?omg.i have to like "act" in front of them just to win their affections.why can't i just be MYSELF??i am who i am.just accept me for who i am.why do i have to act in front of them?it's really stupid.

and even if i wanna become a loner,i think in probably can't.i thrive on attention.i need to be the spotlight,the centre of the attention.i just hope for a change in sec school,although there are really good friends now in p6.hahah.hope to keep in touch.

even my "best friend" goes to join lee xiao bian - as in lee urine - and mushroom head.well,guess what,i'm just going to ignore those two,and talk to her whenever she wants to talk to me.it's her choice,fine by me.anyways,yesterday at school wasn't fun.

some stupid class used our classroom to have supplementary lessons and messed up our table arrangement.still,they even took our things from under our tables and threw them on the cupboards.and miss ong made us do the stupid stupid health ed book that she hadn't touch in the whole year.

while other classes were having fun,we had to sit in class and do that.and mrs ooi said that we couldn't talk.and we were made to put our fingers on our lips like a p1 student.how stupid was that???and she said we couldn't go for recess if we continued talking.lucky us!

anyways,i gtg.wanna go chill now.so..thats all.oh!and happy belated b-day,wu zun![not that i like him.it's just out of courtesy.]
11/10/2008

09 October 2008

Number 143

HELLOS everybody!!I'M BACK!!!...it's finally over.the psle is finally over.looking back,i actually miss the days when we were stuck in the school hall.y'know why?cuz there's air-con!!hahah!lame eh?hahah.i'll go through my past week from 1oct2008 onwards till today!

1/10/2008 [Wednesday]
went to suntec and ate at sizzler after posting.when we got there,and we sat down to eat,a cockroach nymph went near me and i was omg!i almost screamed,can?then the manager came. and guess what?we got a 10% discount!hahah.then while we were eating,changchang vomitted cuz he ate too fast.ewww!i almost puked on the spot too!then when the person came to clear it up,he looked so disgusted!hahah!i almost burst out laughing!

anyways,after eating we went to carrefour to get my granola bars.hahah.passed by the wallet shop on the way there.i went in and saw this totally cute wallet!and later i told mummy i wanted a wallet for my christmas present!hahah.then we rushed out.and went home so i could complete my homework!

2/10/2008 [Thursday]
nothing much.normal routine.only that there was no chinese supplementary.

3/10/2008 [Friday]
the first of the psle written papers!my fav subject.ENGLISH!the compo i wrote was one of my best.hahah.it was about "me,my elder bro and my parents".."we" went to the park and then when my "elder brother" fell into a hole,i found out that "my brother" was not just an obnoxious bull."he" was a very loving "elder brother" too!so all you sisters with elder brothers out there! treasure them.i want one but never got one...haiz.

then the paper 2 was quite okay.not difficult or anything.just moderate!hahah!then went home after that.at about 12 plus.cuz the exam starts at 8.15am.hahah.i'll put the timetable later kkays?nothing much after that.i just went home and chilled

4/10/2008 [Saturday]
was planning to stay at home.then mummy suggested we go to wild wild wet.at downtown east. wasn't willing to go at first.but well,let's say i had alot of fun.we went to change,then went in.we walked in DRY to the shiok river.it's a "river" with a current to push you around.hahah.we went for two rounds.then at the second round,there was this wave thingy.so cool lah!

then we[mummy,changchang & me][daddy and kaikai went to sit something else] went to sit u-lah-lah.so fun!we sat like 4 or 5 times!then we went to the wave pool.so cool!then we went to the jacuzzi[??]pool thingy.hahah.all you people must go to wild wild wet.damn fun.tourists MUST go!!hahha.jkjkjk.

went to the food court after that to eat dinner.[what happened to me and mummy at the bathroom isn't worth mentioning.it was GROSS!]then we went home.hahha.!

5/10/2008 [Sunday]
nothing much.just the usual.going to church,then coming home to "study"haha.

6/10/2008 [Monday]
my nerves were in a knot that day.it was my most hated subject:maths.wah lao.the paper was like 2h15min.and the questions set were sooooo hard!my brain just conked out after the exam. i just can't understand why maths in soooo indispensable in today's society.lame-o!went home and slacked.my brain just sorta became wiped out!hahah..not.

7/10/2008 [Tuesday]
my sorta best subject.though not my fav.haha![normal] chinese!the compo was damn difficult.i was still writing just a moment before the invigilator said stop writing!!ahhh!my ending was damn damn crappy.don't even remind me about it.

then the paper 2 was easier than i had expected.it was super super easy.please loh.it was chicken feet.hahahhahah.went home after that.then daddy came home.he bought curry puffs for me.plus he sent me to piano lesson!hahah!

i waited for quite some time.then the piano teacher came.since i was the only student there,she taught me for a really really long time.she also "taught" me to play slower!hahaha...not.then daddy asked if i was going home at 4pm.so he could send me home.but i wanted to go to 7-eleven desperately.i missed soo many magazines the few weeks i didn't go!!!

after that,everything was pretty much the same.only that i revised some of my science during the evening after dinner.had science the next day!

8/10/2008 [Wednesday]
had science that day.was soo afraid that it would be difficult.but in the end,it was quite easy!i even had time to check my section A twice!.hahaha!went back really early that day.the paper was only 1h45min.

everything was the same.i didn't even revise for my higher chinese today!

9/10/2008 [Thursday]
now i can finally stop writing in past tense and start writing in present tense!anyways,had higher chinese today.was soo envious of those who didn't take hcl.but,the compo was much easier and i finished writing a full 5min before the invigilator said stop writing.hahha!

then the paper 2 was moderate.some questions were easy and some were tough.hahha!as those who took the psle knew,the chief invigilator would say passage of words before the start of the exam.and guess what,brandon gwee [who coincidentally sat beside me] said those words along the invigilator from the science paper onwards.it was damn irritatin can?

then after the exam,stella and i ate at school before taking bus 197 to the central library.we saw hongming and guoqian there!hahah!what a coincidence.i was looking at the magazines!omg.i was soo tempted to borrow them.but i didn't bring my library card with me.bummer!anyways,we went to bras brasah[?] complex after that.

we went to popular and window shopped.i found sooo many magazines!aahhh!i'm so going there next time!then i saw this notebook and on the cover said: "friends are forever.men are whatever." stella and i were like "totally!"...hahahahhaha!anyways,we walked around for a while.

then when we were walking to take a bus back,we saw jiamin at hans' with her friend.actually we saw her when we were walking to bras brasah[?] complex.haha.she didn't see me.anyway,we took bus 7 back home since we didn't want to walk too far to catch bus 197 back.hahha.

we talked and talked.we bonded as friends like nothing else before.it's such an amazing feeling! thank God for giving such a friend!we took bus 7.she went down a stop before me.hahah. anwways,now here i am.after me nice shower and typing like crazy on the keyboard.hahah!i gtg. wanna go find 霹靂MIT trailers!byebye!
9/10/2008

01 October 2008

Number 142

happy children's day!hahah.for those who don't know,it's a day on which Singapore celebrates the children of Singapore: the future of Singapore.!!yay!but for those outside Singapore,i wish you a happy children's day too!but sorry,it's only applicable to those 12 and under..which means, sadly,it's my last year as a child.[okay,i'm considered a pre-teen too.lol]anyways,today,1october 2008,also coincides with hari raya puasa.it's the new year's day for all muslims.so yeah.selamat adilfitri!

anyways,there's no school today,btw,i'm starting to feel the pressure now.it's 2days to the psle. the biggest exam in primary school and the entrance exam to a good secondary school.omg.what am i blabbering about???ahhh!lol.i guess the english exam isn't much to worry about,but it's the maths and science exams that i'm totally worried about...

i seriously wanna go to dunman high....but whatever will come,will come.i just hope i can get at least 260 and above.hahahahhahahhahahahahaha.i'm sure i can do it.!anyway,went for dinner with er gugu,er guzhang,da guzhang and wenwen 哥哥 at the coffee shop downstairs er gugu's house.actually xiao gugu was supposed to eat with us,but she was soo pissed with one of the parents from her student care centre,so she went off early.

the tension in the atmoshpere was soo damn freaking scary.nobody dared to say a word.omg.cuz xiao gugu's eyeliner was sorta smudged,and she had eye bags.i almost burst out laughing.but when she's angry,don't fool around with her.i've never seen her so fed up or angry before.even that time when we went to bintan and the tickets boat was there yet,i've never seen her so angry,or even pissed!

btw,we ate also,then there was this stupid moth that flew into my rice.i got the shock of my life lah!haiz,the dinner was weird.then they had this deer meat which was utterly gross - but really tender.i "swore" never to eat deer meat again.it's like eating dog and cat meat lah!wah lao!

then yesterday,at school,we had this special assembly which the teachers had put up.the hall was done in a way to imitate the studio in mediacorp - which we usually see in singing competitions.they called it "studio 55"..cuz my school - Kong Hwa School - is celebrating its 55th anniversary this year.

and it's anniversary date is on the 5th of may,same as mummy!yay!hahahahah.it was a singing competition - 绝对Super Teacher.the contestants were miss liana who sang bet on it by zac efron,miss goh and miss tet aka S.H. who sang 怎么办 by s.h.e. and mr tan aka mr t who sang some song from sodagreen.

and the judges were mr leong - "judge" for miss universe at sentosa - and mrs esther tan - "judge" for a dog show - and mdm chien chia chun - forgot what judge.lol.but it was really funny all throughout,complete with fans,familt supporters,hotline numbers to vote,security guards and a cameraman.hahahah!we laughed until like wanna die!

anyways,i gtg.going out to eat breakfast.[i'm starving!]and just an announcement:i'll not be posting any more posts until the last day of psle.which is the 8th or 9th of october.so yeah.byes!
it's official : 2days to the PSLE
1/10/2008