and i don't care whether they hate me if they read this anot. i don't really care anymore.
so. reasons for my piss-ness state. PW. fine. i suggest the organisation to them. i write the letter, get my mother to be the middle-man. and then they conveniently forget about everything. now i'm in deep shit cause the person-in-charge is asking for a reply, my mother's chasing me for replies. and the whole eff-ing group doesn't care about it.
so. i guess we don't need to do the CIP and PW lah. fine. i don't care. i'll go get my own CIP hours. i don't need the measly hours that the stupid organisation is giving us. you can go cat fight for it yourself.
and art. the stupid flash animation that is supposed to be the performance task for four EFF-ING subjects. thanks alot. and due to my hatred for art, it's going to pull down the music part, geog and hist part too.
thank you school for planning such shitty performance tasks and projects. and i don't even care about knowing how to operate photoshop and flash. it just sucks. not made for a brain like mine.
and now the teacher's getting pissed. the stupid SOVA essay's undone. and the flash animation's due to be done tomorrow. and we haven't even finished the first ten seconds. and it's supposed to me sixty seconds. awesome eh?
i have no idea why we have to even study subjects like art and D&T. i don't see how they help, and as if the academic subjects aren't enough. if we could choose, i'd prefer to do home econs for the whole year than do art and D&T for one term.
and i don't care if the school hates me for saying this. it's not that i don't love the school, but the lessons are like shit. especially art and music and D&T. it's not that i don't love music, it's just that the lessons suck.
and D&T. i don't even think i'm going to design stuff, cause i can't draw and i don't care a hoot about the process of thinking. i just want the end product. ditto for art. what processes?! they're just a waste of time.
i really Thank God that it's another few more weeks till i can rid art au revoir forever. and another half a year to bidding music adios. and maybe another term to saying byebye to PW. at least until i go to JC.
lovely. now instead of concentrating on studying like shit for streaming, i'm slacking and writing stuff that don't relate to it in any way. and since science and maths have double weightage, i don't see the need to spend more time on any other subject unless i like it.
so, hello, maths and science and literature and history and geography. goodbye, art and music and PW. last but not least, english and Chinese. don't make me hate you, cause you're the most important subjects.
so. i'm still pissed. with group members who only care about studying and sacrificing my studying time to do stupid letters and plan rubbish. thank you for being so selfish. i really appreciate that.
i'll squeeze time to study, but don't expect the letters that i write to be of a high standard. i'm selfish too. since you don't wanna help me, i do my part and leave your part undone. as the saying goes. all's fair in studying and selfishness.
13.05.2010
