Anyway, technically it's Monday already but I refuse to acknowledge that. It's not Monday until I wake up 5 hours later to go to school. Therefore it's still Sunday.
It's the start of Term 2 and...well...I just want these 10 weeks to be over quickly. Not only these 10 weeks, but these 2 years. Kinda sad that I'm hoping that my 18th year on Earth to be over quickly but I just can't wait to get out of JC. Although I'm still pretty optimistic about going overseas to study this year, haha we'll just see how things go I guess.
I'm having an identity crisis now. I don't know what I'm referring to when I say the word "school". Do I mean Cedar or my current school? So confused, but I think I gotta brainwash myself into believing that I'm in JC now, no longer a 16 year old girl who's getting ready for O levels.
Speaking of O levels, I really miss it. Hahaha. I just realised I really enjoyed my O level year, despite the fact that I was supposed to be damn stressed and all. I wasn't. Heh.
I just can't wait for the day then head knowledge becomes heart knowledge. Then I'll know the true meaning of being in JC and learning to have fun. Although I don't think I'll cry at graduation next year (if I don't retain). Oh and surprise surprise, I'm theoretically supposed to graduate next year, but I barely just entered the school. HAHA joke.
Therefore, my goal of the year remains. To promote.
Okay not goal of the year lah. Maybe 2nd on the list of goals. 1st would be to become so much closer to God and to do more work in His ministry. Because with God, I don't have to worry about anything and let Him direct my paths. (sounds easy right hahahaha)
Now I see why I could have posted every single day back in P6 HAHAHAHAHAHA.
'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him and he will make your paths straight.' - Proverbs 3:5-6
